Are my parents cruel for forcing me to be born against my will and then refusing to support me in adulthood?

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Are my parents cruel for forcing me to be born against my will and then refusing to support me in adulthood

What a dark world I'm sentenced to. A noble prisoner of state thrown in with the general population. I truly have the feeling of living in a post-apocalyptic world, surrounded on all sides by flesh-eating demonwolves. Oh what a dark barbarian age. To be cursed with thought and feeling! Danger at every corner. Such monstrous beasts, so cruel, vicious, sublime in their grotesqueness. Man! I care not for him. Surrounded on all sides by a deformed monstrosity of humanity. The few flickers of light in which I'm teased with what man COULD have been, ah that is just bitter mocking. It is acidic and burns my eyes. Biology what a curse that word is. The Creationists do no hate Darwin enough, they do not realize what a stake he drives through the heart of their benign creator. To reconicliate God with Darwin is to see us in the hands of a psychopath all-powerful sadist.

Existence is a curse! The Garden of Eden is the nonexistence of life before the Big Bang, Heaven the Kingdom of God, is the perfect harmony of the lifeless empty cold universe after the Heat Death. Yes if but the project of the Grand Inquisitor could be carried out. Long live Satan! Long Live Mephistopheles! The spirit that negates, all existence ought to be destroyed. Yes dread spirit remove all free will from the world, and give us stupid childish happiness. What a weak, ill-conceived, parody is man. There is more beauty in a spider or earthworm. Misshapen and misproportion, hideous and foul and rank. Indescribable stench. A gentle feeling, reasoning soul as mine, thrown into a den with lions! If I only felt and did not reason, perhaps I could deluded myself with Heaven or Karma. If I only reasoned and did not feel, I would fit in personally as a hedonbot pleasure maximizing machine. Ah to be cursed with both feeling and reason! I have no empathy? No, I have the empathy that crushes the soul. Well, better I did not have empathy or sympathy. Yes man suffers greatly, at his own hands! If Nature wished me to feel sympathy for man, She ought not have made him such a perfect devil. What do I care about devils tormenting demons? all is just in that sense. What would I care if somewhere far-off in the distant galaxy there was a planet of wolves, where flesh were torn off limbs by monsters?

Ah but I have to be thrown into the lion den! Oh that beautiful scene of Daniel in the den of lions. Peace be upon you lions he cried out. The jailer returned to see a sublime sight, the lions kneeling before their meal, their master! But such beautiful stories can not be telled of man. No these are lions that will not just tear your flesh to feed, they will take great pleasure in prolonging your torture, and they will call this long
flesh tearing life, society, culture. A curse indeed! Biology, that word is a slur! No greater insult than to say that one has genes, that one is organic! Oh what it means to be Darwinian. The traits that were useful to survival on this cruel rock! Ah this barren rock you threw these scavengers upon! The restless energy to build meaningless mountains on a dying island.

What can I do? I'm just thought and feeling trapped in flesh. Ah flesh how it disgusts me. How humiliating it is to the mind to be trapped in decaying, soft, imperfect, gross human flesh. Flesh is there any more proof that all is vanity? The Gnostics they were right. A divine spark trapped in the prison of the body! and yet the petty wickedness of man seems so universal, that it is hard to find even a few that are not at home in their flesh. I'm a sailor in a black ocean. Oh angry waves how they attempt to devour me. It is not an ocean but a war! The whole ocean wages war upon me! That is my state among humans. It is not a war of all against all, it is a war of all against me! Enemies at every hour, at every corner. To flee into hiding was my only choice! Is it a bad life to be trapped in 4 walls, isolated, completely and totally alone? Ah what a blessing, worth any price, to not have to lay eyes on a human. To not have to smell their repugnant odor. No sane being could not be a misanthrope. Reason how beautiful she is. What a shame that such beauty, must be raped and enslaved, by the foul inclinations of that beast man.

I'm like Prometheus chained to a rock! My liver plucked out every day by these human vultures! And my crime was the same I tried to steal the fire and give light to man. Ah how right Zeus was, man ought be trusted with nothing not even his claws. An all-powerful evil God, would be necessary to be diabolical enough to create the perfect embodiment of evil found in man! What would I care if a thing existed? But why am I thrown in with this general population! Why me? Surely I'm not at home in this rotting decaying rock. The will to power, the genes drive to survive and reproduce, those are absent in me. Surely the gene could not have been m

Answer 1

what a great question, love it!



If your parents hold the same emotions and thoughts as you , then yes, they are cruel. I assume you'd never bring anyone into this utter disgust?



How old are you? I think you'll find your place in time. Embrace yourself and your opinions and dont assume your alone in your thoughts. So you think your a minority? I can assure you your not!! Make your own destinity and fill it with you and what you believe. There is no generic person we should all be. You can find jobs in isolation if that is what you wish. Generate your own income somehow. Live in the woods and read poetry whilst making charcole to sell for people sbbq's etc... personally, i wouldnt mind being the only person on earth, looking after plants and animals and to hell with the rest of the world....

Answer 2

Quote "Behold! human beings living in a underground den, which has a mouth open towards the light and reaching all along the den; here they have been from their childhood, and have their legs and necks chained so that they cannot move, and can only see before them, being prevented by the chains from turning round their heads. Above and behind them a fire is blazing at a distance, and between the fire and the prisoners there is a raised way; and you will see, if you look, a low wall built along the way, like the screen which marionette players have in front of them, over which they show the puppets." Read more on link below and remember you can turn you head and see the light.

Answer 3

You are just a simple solipsistic person who in the trial court of justice known as insane. Does not want to understand what is law and order. No respect to your parents who has given you life thats why you are what you are. You do not want to accept what is moral and immoral. Your self-centeredness always towers high.

If only you can take time to read the Holy Bible to bring down your self-centered self-serving characters bring down to zero degree and choose order, then you can be classified in the group of the right-minded people of which their idols aside from the Bible characters are the Presidents of America, its Gospel ministers that continues to be blessed by God until now that's why America and the rest 67 nations who are Bible-centered dominated citizens leads the wonders of the world. This is against the 56 Roman Catholic dominated nations full of idolatry and superstitions, 50 Muslim nations, 11 Asian nations dominated by Buddhism, Confusianism, Shintoism, Taoism, etc.

Answer 4

I think you might be just a tad overstating things friend. Why not think on better things? Put your trust in the God that created you. It was not your parents that gave you life it was God. Psalms 100 says, "It is He (God) that has made us, and NOT we ourselves." Accept that ancient wisdom for it is the truth. Trust in God, you are here not just by chance, but for a reason. Read the Bible, ask for faith in Jesus Christ. He can change your life and give you life forever. Start reading in the gospel of John, then go and read the rest of the Bible, put truth into your heart, not negativism. Become a born again Christian. God bless you.

Answer 5

Wow...a lot of flowery words that basically whine about everything. You sound like an educated 3 year old.

Answer 6

Stop Whining!

Answer 7

Yes.

Answer 8

Oh my, what a beautiful poem, is that James Joyce?

Answer 9

either this is some poem or some sort....or you really have problems.

Answer 10

uh...once here, life is what you chose to make of it; or not.